No.
I haven't had my weigh in yet today, Peeps, but this weekend it was All Christmas Cookies and Red Wine All the Time.
Dawn had some more kickass weight-loss. So GO HER! YAY Dawn! Yay!!
We have a Christmas party to go to tonight and I don't want to go because I'm afraid everyone will say to The Troublemaker, "So, why'd you leave your wife and hook up with the fat chick?"
Monday, December 18, 2006
Monday, December 11, 2006
Fatty McFatfat
Howdy!
I just got back from my WW meeting. I have gained weight, which I knew, which was not a surprise given the binge-cookie eating at work and at home. I stopped eating well and stopped tracking points, which for me is the kiss of death.
I expected it, I knew it was coming, I could tell just by looking at myself that it was going to be bad. The thing is, I'm still crushed. As thought my eating behavior and what the scale says aren't related things.
There is such a disconnect in my mind between what goes in my mouth and the way that I look.
I'm beginning to track again today, and I'm going to be eating within my point range. I hate myself today. Usually people have fallbacks, but after only five pounds?? I need to lose at least 40. Five pounds into it and I'm on the way back up.
What is WRONG with me?
Weigh in - 201.4
Gain - +1.8
Total loss - 4
Four measly pounds.
I just got back from my WW meeting. I have gained weight, which I knew, which was not a surprise given the binge-cookie eating at work and at home. I stopped eating well and stopped tracking points, which for me is the kiss of death.
I expected it, I knew it was coming, I could tell just by looking at myself that it was going to be bad. The thing is, I'm still crushed. As thought my eating behavior and what the scale says aren't related things.
There is such a disconnect in my mind between what goes in my mouth and the way that I look.
I'm beginning to track again today, and I'm going to be eating within my point range. I hate myself today. Usually people have fallbacks, but after only five pounds?? I need to lose at least 40. Five pounds into it and I'm on the way back up.
What is WRONG with me?
Weigh in - 201.4
Gain - +1.8
Total loss - 4
Four measly pounds.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Weigh In
Krissy Poopyhands Checking In.
Hi, Dawn, Kate and ELEE and other reading Peeps. I didn't updated for all this time because I was paranoid. I fell of the wagon with a resounding THUD. I did okay in England, but it was hard to turn down stuff like the airplane food. This past week I didn't even TRY to journal and just kind of kept to WW acceptable food. Kind of did more Core than points.
I was not just worried I hadn't lost, I was pretty sure I'd gained. My goal for the England trip was to gain only 2lbs and then my goal for the week after was to lose the 2lbs. If I had weighed in today at the same weight as two weeks ago, that would have been okay, but I was nervous that I'd wind up singing the fatty song at myself.
Instead, I weighed in today at 199.6
So if I gained 2lbs, I then lost 3.6.
I'm 1.4 down from where I was at my last weigh in and, more important to me psychologically, I'm back into the 100s. It feels marvelous. I'm nervous, because I did eat a whole BOX OF COOKIES earlier this week, so I don't feel like my eating is under control. At the same time, I haven't done any damage that's making me feel hopeless or useless.
I'm going to try my best to get back on plan. PLEASE LET ME GET BACK ON PLAN.
205.4 to 199.6 - A loss of almost 6lbs. For reference sake, I lost
this fish.
Bye, bye fishie! Here's hoping there's another one leaving soon!
How are you doing, peeps? And thank you all for keeping me updated. You guys posting here is keeping me from hiding my head and pretending that fat doesn't exist until I turn into balloon woman and cry and cry and cry. So you rock.
KP
Hi, Dawn, Kate and ELEE and other reading Peeps. I didn't updated for all this time because I was paranoid. I fell of the wagon with a resounding THUD. I did okay in England, but it was hard to turn down stuff like the airplane food. This past week I didn't even TRY to journal and just kind of kept to WW acceptable food. Kind of did more Core than points.
I was not just worried I hadn't lost, I was pretty sure I'd gained. My goal for the England trip was to gain only 2lbs and then my goal for the week after was to lose the 2lbs. If I had weighed in today at the same weight as two weeks ago, that would have been okay, but I was nervous that I'd wind up singing the fatty song at myself.
Instead, I weighed in today at 199.6
So if I gained 2lbs, I then lost 3.6.
I'm 1.4 down from where I was at my last weigh in and, more important to me psychologically, I'm back into the 100s. It feels marvelous. I'm nervous, because I did eat a whole BOX OF COOKIES earlier this week, so I don't feel like my eating is under control. At the same time, I haven't done any damage that's making me feel hopeless or useless.
I'm going to try my best to get back on plan. PLEASE LET ME GET BACK ON PLAN.
205.4 to 199.6 - A loss of almost 6lbs. For reference sake, I lost
this fish.Bye, bye fishie! Here's hoping there's another one leaving soon!
How are you doing, peeps? And thank you all for keeping me updated. You guys posting here is keeping me from hiding my head and pretending that fat doesn't exist until I turn into balloon woman and cry and cry and cry. So you rock.
KP
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